My name is Sr Mary Olivia Kelly of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. I made my Solemn Profession of vows of Chastity, Poverty and Obedience forever on the 3rd September, 2016 in the Carmelite Monastery of the Nativity, Tranquilla, Knock, Co Mayo, certainly the happiest day of my life.
With great joy in my heart and rejoicing for all God has done in my life, I will share with you a little of my journey that led to this sacred day.
I come from a beautiful family of 5 children, 3 brothers and 1 little sister. I was brought up in a home where prayer was nourished by the daily rosary, angelus, grace before meals; Mass on Sundays was a special time, going to Mass as a family. My parents were exceptional and powerful witnesses in my life. They always proclaimed a God of tender love and gentleness to me. They were involved in many charities in our local area, always helping others, and inviting all into our home. I had a very happy childhood, being involved in everything from Athletics, Basketball, Rounders, Kung Fu, Button Accordion, Horse Riding, Irish Dancing -the list is so long.
When I was 19, I was home one weekend from College in Dublin and my Dad experienced a severe pain in his side. The next day he was diagnosed as having extensive liver cancer. My beautiful Dad died 6 weeks later. This was the most traumatic experience in my life. My world fell apart. I missed my beloved father so much and began asking myself deep questions over and over again; Now I realise what a great grace this was to be asking myself these questions at such a young age, Does God exist? Does heaven exist? Is my Dad in heaven?
About one year after my Dad passed away, Mum suggested that we go to Medugorje, as she knew how much we were grieving for our father. So my two brothers and I joined 50 other young people from Sligo. It was the best week of my life, August 1997. On the third day, I had a huge desire to go to confession & queued up for hours. The priest was an American Franciscan, Father Philip, a really holy priest. He was hearing confessions for several hours, and was nodding off asleep as he heard mine. He asked me to say my act of contrition holding a small crucifix in my hand. As I did so. I had an overwhelming experience of God’s love for me. This moment of grace changed my life instantly. I walked out of that confessional a new person, I was different. I had such a desire now to spread Our Lady’s messages of Medugorje and to allow other young people to experience the love of God in their lives. So I began to bring youth pilgrimages every year, sometimes twice yearly, as part of St Michael’s prayer group. Our spiritual director was Fr Jim Murray, Carraroe, Sligo, who guided all these sacred weeks of prayer in Medugorje. How many lives were changed during these weeks, witnessing hundreds of young people come back to their faith!
I began living Our Lady’s messages, her 5 little stones of praying the daily Rosary, monthly Confession, fasting on Wednesday’s & Friday’s, daily Adoration, daily Mass and reading Holy Scripture every day.
In 2002, as I was climbing Croagh Patrick with a friend on Reek Sunday, I felt within me that God was calling me to religious life. Through much discernment and prayer and the encouragement and support of family, friends, priests and especially my spiritual director, Fr Jim Murray, I decided I had to try. I did several live-in experiences in other monasteries. Then in 2009, I did a month live-in with our Community here in Knock. I experienced such an immense peace in my heart that I knew this was it, this was where God was calling me to live out my vocation in life. I felt so at home in Knock and I entered on 13th May, 2010, feast day of Our Lady of Fatima. It has been an amazing 6 years of graces and blessings and it is such a gift from God that I am living what has been deep in my heart for so many years. I am living my dream. All my desires and dreams are fulfilled in my commitment to live a life of perpetual chastity poverty and obedience. The vows are very sacred, they unite me to Jesus Christ in a most intimate way by enabling me to become more and more like Him, as this was the way He chose.
I believe that it was through living Our Lady’s messages that God fulfilled His will in my life. Our Lady guided me to her Order, Our Lady of Mount Carmel, and what an honour it is to be her daughter and wear her sacred habit. Carmel is all Mary’s.
“In the end we will be examined in love”
St John of the Cross (Carmelite Friar)
Everything we do in our daily lives, “is assumed, sanctified, used by Christ for the redemption of the world”, (John Paul II 1980, to contemplative nuns). All leads to love. St Thérèse describes our life more eloquently then I ever could, she says
“Love gave me the key to my vocation. I saw all vocations are summed up in love, and that love is all in all, embracing every time and place because it is eternal.
I have found my vocation it is to be love in the heart of the Church”
St Thérèse(Carmelite Nun)